Depression (bi polar), anxiety, diabetes, obesity

Hi. My name is Jena. I'm here hoping to find someone to chat with.
I had a stroke in 2013 during a hernia repair surgery. In the same month I lost my mother to a massive heart attack. The next month I was diagnosed with bi polar depression and anxiety. I also have diabetes and neuropathy, along with other health problems. I'm also heavy set (obese).
I'm here hoping to find someone I can talk to. I am mostly house bound because I can't walk much. I use a wheelchair when I do get out. I had a fiancee, but he didn't understand my depression or my pain. Apparently he got tired of being with and taking care of me and he walked out on me Sept 22 2018.
I have 2 dogs. One dog is a 13 year old rat terrier, the other is an 8 week old Pomeranian.
Sorry if this is disjointed. I have problems focusing my thoughts and thinking of the words I want to use thanks to the stroke. I might also be slow to answer you, but I will.

I like manga, anime, video games, anything horror,and the paranormal.

Metal
H.I.M., Motionless in White, AX7, Gemini Syndrome, Highly Suspect, The Rasmus....,

Anything horror

I watch investigative Discovery channel for true crime shows,Ghost Adventures, Paranormal State, and Parking Wars.

I can't read books anymore. I lose focus when they are too long or complex. I read short mangas on my tablet instead.

My grandma on my mom's side. She was a guinea pig for chemotherapy. My mom for all the health problems she had. They were both fighters until the very end.