My space -room ..for feelings

big hugz cat.......


being something of a hermit i recognise a bit of wot u going through here....plus...i think i treat my really good friends a bit like this.........now im feeling guilty....have to call them up..........thing is, my friends know wot im like and also they similiar...at the end of the day, i am there for them and i know they there for me too......yr friend prob feels the same about you...give her a call..

Cat it is not easy for us when friends move on or find new parters are lives feel changed.. we want them to be happy but we miss how things use to be . at the momment all you can do is be there for her if things change..

Cat sweetheart....Sometimes our instincts are what give us the Edge...particularly when it comes to close,close friends.....Im still sitting here with jaw dropped ,not having any idea what you must have been through...In my book,any man who raises any kind of hand to a woman is NOTHING and is lower than the lowest pond life..We dont allow that where I grew up....kisses and hugs and more kisses...
As for your friend...you know in your heart whats right and the best way of dealing with it xxxx good luck xxxxx

Well tony my love it,s 5 years 7 months 275 days and 23 hours since i got away from a man that would probably scare most men. (note i used to live in northern ireland?) I cant talk about it yet.......

When you want to talk Cat we are all here for you:kiss:
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When and if you feel time is right...Im a good listener xxxx

Thanks guys. HUG xx:kiss:

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I have been thinking about life.. ppl say we choose are own paths,others say it is destiny kismit Gods will ect ect.. what ever you want to call it ppl you meet through lives juorney also help to shape it..I have met a lot of coloufull characters. ladies of the night. Romany Gypsys, lords and ladys, those on the fringes of society the rich the poor, diffrent organisations and every day ppl .who have all brought me to where I am now. To them all a big thank you,for being there when i needed you...

going on from the above I have wonderfull memories of ppl I met..at about the age of ten I went with some of my family to stay at an Elizabethen.House owned by lord and lady..... It was a childs dream, with stables lake woods and loads of outhouse buildings..Inside was a big hall with diffrent rooms leading off and a balcony runing around it.lord ..... had a big openback truck he used to pick up coal in.. We ran around with no shoes on and piled into the back of it with pocketmonny to spend at the market in town.with soot on feet and faces we brought what we wanted..We only had lessons for a few hours in the morning then we ran wild..The beds where just matresses on the floor.lady .....was a wonderfull character lounging in the poster bed with curtains around it. Life for us was carefree They let rommany Gypsies use the grounds for a while untill they moved on. That was where I met and became friends with 2 Daughters of one of the familys and we hatched a plot for me to runaway with them as I wanted to become a gypsy

more plz dux:)

Ducky please carry on with your memoirs:)