My space -room ..for feelings

To understand the question WHY would I want to runaway with my 2 romany friends when I was already at that time living a carefree life. means I will have to backtrack a bit and explain the personalites of the people in that house and my own..I will give the other two friends I had as well diffrent names One was the youngest daughter of the house who was my age I will call her Dolly, she was a spoilt brat with blond curly hair and blue eyes very pretty and she know it. My other friend was there with other children, because the owners of the house took in children for fostering or care she will be called Jane age eleven she had brown hair cant remember colour of eyes a very quiet nerves girl ..I was there because my family know the owners.we where there for a completely diffrent reason. I was all arms and legs with wavy auburn hair and green eyes. Dolly was nasty and alwas trying to make trouble for jane. even at 10 I use to stick up for myself and friends if they where in trouble

Sounds like dolly needed a kick in the bloomers sweetheart! More please!!

LOL..to cut along story short,It was over chocolet that things came to a head.. I brought it and put it in my draw It went missing I was mad.I wanted to know who had pinched it Dolly said Jane had taken it,Jane said she had not I belived her.The mother said the growing ups would sort it out.dolly was smirking,Jane was crying I yelled dolly was a little liar she took it. I was told to go to my bedroom for saying that.. while there a couple of children told me they had seen dolly eating choc..I lost my temper stormed back to the mothers bed room grabed hold of dolly.Grabed her by the hair pinned her on the bed and started whacking her the usuall girl thing.she was screaming her head of, her mother stood there shocked, everybody ( except one of her older brothers,sister and the grown ups ) where cheering me on....:laugh:

Oh well done ducky!!!!! She bloody needed it the little sneak!! you are fabulous my dear!!!!:laugh:

things that surround this first event where later told with glee by the children and some family members.I never heard or saw what was going on I was busy trying to hit dolly.I was hauld of her by the father who bellowed for silience then when i told him what was said. He asked his daughter for the truth.she said she had taken it but was going to replace it and was sorry.The mother seem to think that was the end of it and told us to make up, I refused and ran out of the room. Jane followed me.. later on dolly and her older brother (who Looked like her and was just as nasty )came to my familys bedroom.I sat on the matress that was on the floor. dolly sat down,said I was her best friend bla bla bla and Jane would be sorry for trying to split us up (this time I truly lost it). next thing i know I am being dragged of her and being shaking and yelled at.I must admit she was white and looked a bit ruffed up,I was shaking and crying,they got a doctor to have a quick look at her the brother had ran for help :sick: :huh:

This is great Ducky have you ever thought of writing a book?

Scotty wrote:

This is great Ducky have you ever thought of writing a book?

Scotty loads of family,friends and diffrent ppl told me I should write a book about my life, trouble is diffrent ages brought diffrent events and ppl into my life,looking back on it all I lead a charmed,whacky,hillarouse,funny life :woohoo:
2-10
10-15
15-18
18-21
21-now ( in the later part of this phrase death and pain walked into my life)

Ducky you must write a book get someone to ghost it for you,it would be a best seller I'm sure.

I agree scotty it would be lovely and very interesting. I am so sorry you have suffered death and pain my friend as i have also and i remember well how it changes you. HUG xxx

I was never brought up to behave like that..The nuns at the girls orphanage,understood that children would squable and fall out with each other,but drew the line on fighting stealing, lying and ouright spitfullness.God help that girl. Mother supperior was where you where sent to if that happend..Everybody was treated the same regardless of weather you had family or not. It was diffrent in this place. The owners treated the children in foster care diffrently from there own, hence dolly and her brother could do what they liked. while she was being Cood over and pampered I was made to stay in our bedroom with out any tea or supper my pocket monny was stopped for 2 weeks and I was not allowed to leave the grounds. there was talk about leaving me behind when they went over to the continent for 2or3 weeks. I was left to simmer over the unfairness of it all Poor Jane!. Dolly never got told off

This is really good stuff Ducky:)

The next day I went to see my Gypsy friends they told me they where going in a few days time and agreed it was unfair what had happened to me..I was still feeling angry and Started to cry saying,I want to go with them.They also wanted me to go.I would have to hide so nobody would see me..I was to meet them on the morning they where leaving and they would sneak me into there home..I told Jane I was going she was upset and wanted to come as well..Dolly wanted to know what we where whispering about I said nothing and went off with Jane to play with our friends,I asked if Jane could came with us.they said yes.we did not realise that Dolly had followed us, and was listening she told her parents who told my gypsy friends parents,So my life on the roads got stopped :laugh: :lol: